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Little miss fucker don't move an inch, Y'all punk suckers cant take the heat....
So I have this friend, okay maybe I should say HAD this friend, who somewhat made a big deal about me not saying happy birthday to her Sunday. Now maybe some of it was my fault cause I did say something about it on Facebook, which lead to her deleting me, but still. The fact that she deleted me over it, is just wild. I mean, I was going to tell her that day, but she hit me up on Yahoo like I was suppose to tell her at midnight, but I didn't, and I don't see the big deal in it. I mean, just cause you told me, even though I told people NOT to, I'm supposed to tell you? Bitch please. And cause of that, I didn't tell you at all. You're lucky I gave you a belated one, cause I felt sorry for the fact that you base who your real friends are by who tells you "happy birthday". I mean seriously, suck that shit up its just a day, who cares who wishes you a happy birthday. Thats like getting mad cause someone didn't tell you 'good morning', its not that serious. But its w/e I'm done talking about it. My little Stickam crew got me into this 'death-metal' stuff cause I asked them to expand my mind some. Now....I have listened to some before i.e Dethklok, but they put me on some other shit like Nile, The Faceless, Origin, Old Man's Child, Sodom and Necrophagist, and I like em. Yeah people associate death-metal with satanic shit, which I don't believe in, but honestly its pretty soothing right now. I don't know WHAT the fuck they are saying, but shit I don't care either lol. Uh what else is there. I'm really just blogging cause Stephanie said I needed to, and I guess my music blog wasn't 'personal' enough for her lol. I've been feeling rather ill since like Thursday of last week, so I've been sleeping a lot and doped up off meds, as I am right now, and I haven't really been helping it cause I've been running around outside from store to store, instead of getting rest, so maybe after I go to this Census thing today, I'll get my mom to baby me, and I'll get some rest. So yeah thats pretty much whats been going on, as well as what'll go on today. Maybe something else will happen WHO KNOWS. I also have to clean up the kitchen too, cause if I don't then who will. Oh and fuck you Ms. Williams for not telling me to come to the fight. Smh...asshole ^_^ On Monday, March 15, 2010 at 15.3.10 ...and it is raging inside you, forever preaching "fuck you too"
Around New Years, I had made a list of things to do this year, and so far I've only done two of them (get good grades, work out regularly) and I fear that I'll procrastinate, n won't do the other things I want this year (learn to drive and get a good paying job). Its already March, and I haven't even started on learning, and finding a job is a biiiiitch. Yeah I could easily settle for a fast food job, but recently I applied at McDonalds, and they didn't hire me. I mean c'mon its fucking McDonalds, they are ALWAYS hiring so whats up with that. I've always tried to stay away from office jobs, but I saw some pics of Alex and James at work, and it get me thinking about finding one. The reason I avoided them is cause I fell asleep a lot in school at my desk, so can you imagine me in a cubicle? That's just asking for trouble if you ask me. I always went for the more physical jobs like stocking and such, cause it dealt with a lot of moving and lifting. That's like getting paid to work out ya know, and I love it. But now I'm like 'ok its time to just take w/e you can get. welcome to the real world'. Plus I'm going to be in an office once I start my business anyways. This past weekend my aunt paid for me to come home n babysit for her, and my mom tagged along. We were suppose to be gone like 8pm-ish Friday night, and ended up leaving at like 8:40pm cause the train was late, stupid train. It was a nice train ride, although I wish I had the laptop so I could have watched a movie, but I had some comics so I was good. I did however watch some Family Guy on moms iTouch, and then I think I fell asleep I don't remember really. We got there at about 11ish and of course my cousins woke up, so we had to deal with them for a while and ended up playing Wii Fit till about 3am. I never actually believed that Wii Fit worked, but after playing that I was hurting lol. The next morning they had to go to Boy Scouts to do some car race thingy, and I ended up not going. I wish I had thought cause I found out there was also a potluck, and I would have been grubbin the whole time. After they got home, guess what we did? MORE WII FIT! I swear those kids were addicted to that, but that's good though cause they are having fun and working out at the same time. Beats having them sit around playing DS like they usually do lol. My moms n aunt went out shopping for like 345034589358934 hours, and then they came back n my aunt went to some birthday party, and didn't get back till midnight. I wanted to hang out with some friends, or go see a movie, but then I remembered we were leaving at 7am, but I didn't go to sleep till about 5am, so I got like 2 hours sleep. I thought I was going to sleep on the train, but I didn't. I did however have a $6 beer at like 10am lol. Not the best time to be drinking, but eh. We ended up getting off at the downtown station, instead of the one we got on cause it was closer to moms house so we caught a cab there. We did a little shopping, and she finally took me home around noon, and I passed out till 7pm lol. What a weekend man. On Tuesday, March 2, 2010 at 2.3.10 |
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