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Friends: They Come, They Go
Now, I honestly don't know what happened here. Me and this girl used to be mad cool, and over time all that faded. We said we'd start talking more, and of course that failed too. Am I putting all the blame on her? Hell no I'm not. I know its a two-sided thing, but still no progress was made. So for the most part I forgot about her. You don't make the effort to talk to me, why should I make the effort to talk to you? And thats just how it is. So she messages me today during my game, and when it popped up it kind of threw me off ya know. But here's the convo. Once again I'm not going to say any names, so I replaced it all with Her/Him and yeah. Her: dont feel sick! Me: whoa Her: ? Her: whoa what? Me: you popped up outta nowhere Her: um...okay? Me: whats up Her: nothinn. Her: didnt know i had to ask to IM you or whatevz. Me: what? no i wanst saying that lol Me: you just popped up when i was looking at my game thats all Her: uh ok. Me: ugh nvm you dont understand what im getting at lol Her: yeah i do. i just dont understand how you can talk about people just POPPING up if you're signed into yahoo. Her: but alright. Her: anyways. ill leave you alone. bye Me: i was saying Me: that my game was the only thing on my screen Her: i KNOW Me: and then your window popped up Her: im not slow. Her: jeez Me: so what are you going on about? lol Her: what the fuck? clearly i just said BYE to your fuckin dumbass. so im not GOING ON about ANY FUCKIN THING. Me: question. why are you cussing? Her: because your attitude isn't funny nor cute at all. and it's my word choice. Her: don't like it? close the IM box and keep it movin. Her: thats what i'm bouta do. Me: wow I dont even have an attitude. but fine i suppose Her: yup NOW...the first thing I want to get at is, why when I tried to drop the subject by saying 'whats up', did she reroute back into the whole 'you popped up' thing. Was it that serious? Couldn't we have avoided all this by leaving it alone? Guess not. Another thing, where did I come off as having an 'attitude', it seems like the one with the attitude was her, seeing as she went off cussing at me when i didn't cuss are her once. I'm not saying I don't, but in this case I didn't feel the need to. Also I don't know if it was directed towards me, but she put a stat up on yahoo saying 'no WONDER your life sucks'. All I'm gonna say about that is w/e. I'm fine with my life the way it is, even if it does 'suck' A buddy of mine told me not to blog about it, cause 'in a sick way she will feel like she won by makin u feel like her' but if she wants to think she won by getting me all 'stirred up' then so be it. I'm not gonna bash her, call her names or any of that. I'm just gonna say goodbye, and good ridden. Why do I have the feeling I shouldn't have blogged this at all. Oh well. On Friday, April 2, 2010 at 2.4.10 |
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