Right now I'm going to take a break away from my 30 Day Challenge, just to address a couple things. A lot happened today, I mean yesterday, and made me really think a lot. As most of you know, I've been spending a lot of time on Stickam, and it has changed my whole mindset really. I've met a lot of cool people up there as well as some people who just grind my gears, and bring out the asshole in me. For the most part I have suppressed my anger towards some people, only for the sake of the ones I care about though. I also developed a crush on some people, and ended up somewhat hurting a very good friend of mine too [I'm sorry Jen]. I attempted a crush on my friend Skye, but ended that on my own before it even started. Simply cause I talk to her a lot, so she knows about all my crushes n such, so if I did start to like her, it would give me a bad rep. I'd be known as that guy who just hops from female to female, and I don't want that. And on top of that, she also had a couple guys chasing her, and before me, so it wouldn't be right for me to impede on that eh. In the end she is a really cool kid, and I enjoy talking to her and keeping our friendship strictly platonic. Don't worry Skye, I won't end up having a super crush on you lol.

Last night I made a vow to stop being a dick to everyone starting today cause lets face it...I was/am a huge dick. Some people may not see it, but I am. [Now Playing: J.Cole - I'm Comin] So with that said, I'm done being a dick. I'm now here to keep the drama out of the room that I hang in, and thats that. I don't know how long this will last, but we'll see. I need to start on writing music more too. Like I feel that I really need to think about what I'm writing, rather than just jotting down some shit that makes no sense. Not that I'm trying to get a deal or anything, but trust me if it happens, then it does. I just have alot on my mind, and I think I need to put it to song just for the hell of it. [Now Playing: J.Cole - I Got It] Anyways I think thats it for the night/morning, so its time for sleep. I'm thinking I should get back to some normal sleeping like between 10pm-2am, rather than 6am-8am lol. Dueces