the final fight I win
why give up? why give in? it's not enough, it never is so I will go on until the end
Day 1
Honestly, idk who I really consider my best friend anymore. So many people have come and gone from my life recently, it's like I just consider them friends or associates and nothing more. Of course James, Jay and Alex are still considered my best friends/brothers, but I've grown somewhat distant with them since I moved it seems. I don't know if thats good or bad or w/e. I was actually hoping to have a best friend to write about, but in order to do that I really have to have one. Its more than just a title ya know. You can call anyone your best friend of course, but you must consider what it really means to call that person a 'best friend'. I see a best friend as someone who's been there through thick and thin, one who you can always run and talk to whenever and about whatever, and never get bored with them. Have I had people like that? Yeah of course, do I still? Hell I don't know. Some of my closest friends have strayed away from me for w/e reason idk. Am I mad about that? Yeah I am who wouldn't be, but as I've gotten older I realized that I shouldn't make a big deal about it like I have in the past. In all honestly, I miss Stephanie and Jaime more than ever right about now, only cause we used to be so close and now idk where we are. I mean they are there, but they aren't really 'there'. When it comes down to it, they are really the only ones that I would ever consider being my 'best friend', along with James, Jay and Alex.
On Monday, July 26, 2010 at 26.7.10
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