Now I don't know which way to go with this blog. I could go on about one crush I've had recently, but instead I'll talk about all 3.

Mel isn't just some random, who i just so happened to meet up with no sir. I have known this girl for many years, even though we didn't talk for a long while cause she went off n got married, and her husband said she couldn't talk to me. But then she came back, and all the feelings I thought I had killed for her, came back, and I don't know why. But I followed my heart, cause I thought it knew what it wanted, but it was all a lie. I ended up falling for the wrong person, and I'm sure its for the wrong reasons too. This went on for a good while, she told me everything I wanted to hear, hell I even listened to her tell me about all the other guys she liked. When it came down to it, i thought she was actually starting to feel me, and I loved it all, but that ended quick. She started pushing me away day by day, till it finally clicked in my head, that she didn't really want me, and I ended up leaving her alone feeling-wise. That wasn't to hard to do either. I took a weekend off from talking to her, and that was it.

This one here took me by storm. Honestly I never really expected to catch feelings for this one. This happened around the time that I realized that Mel was pushing me away, and I guess my heart took another course. Jen is a cool kid she really is. Shes cute, funny, smart, and I enjoy listening to her talk about her dates and all her ex's. She got me on to sleeping on cam n such, which was cool cause we'd talk for the longest before passing out. It fucked up my sleep schedule cause she lives in Cali and I'm in Va so by time she's ready to sleep, its like 4am her time which means its 8am my time. Shit was a killer, but I dealt with it for her. She ended up getting a boyfriend with this one guy, who broke her heart, and she called me crying on the phone while driving home, n I talked to her the whole time. Even after that I talked to her every time she cried from then on, and I didn't care that it was over another guy. And I'll admit, I did get a little jealous cause she started going on dates again, n I hated it, but I was somewhat satisfied that they didn't all work out. And then one day she got on cam, and she was on it with some dude.  I had to leave the room, just so I wouldn't flip out on anyone, and on top of that my friends were telling me this n that was happening on cam, and so I didn't talk to her for the weekend either. She had asked me WHY I had stopped, n I lied. Told her I left the room cause I was lagging, and that I had never seen them on cam, cause she thought thats why I had left. Unless she reads this, she won't know.

Now this girl is just a big ol cutie hands down. I gave her the nickname Butter Pecan Puerto Rican, cause well...shes Rican duh. I wouldn't really call her a crush though. Honestly I wrote this about her cause she wanted to read my blog, so since I made her wait, she can have fun reading this when she gets a chance. Skye is a cool kid, and I enjoy talking to her about all her problems, and making her smile by acting a fool, which is majority of the time. Cept right now at [3:04am] cause idk what shes doing. she looks like shes staring off in space, but who knows. She lets me grope her too ;), or at least she doesn't tell me that I can't. I love her cause shes super el awesome-o, but I don't have a crush on her though....yet.....jk i wont have one on you