the final fight I win
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why give up? why give in? it's not enough, it never is so I will go on until the end |
I-I-I Want It.....
I am actually glad that Skye and Craig finally got together after so god damned long. You would have thought since I liked her so much, that I would try n fuck it all up just so I could gain the upper hand, and I'm sure thats what someone else would have done, but not me. Every time she even thought about giving up, I told her not to. I'm sure other people told her to, but what do they know eh. Honestly I just hope that everything works out with the both of them, since all I really want is for her to be happy eh. I've been down here in Norfolk for about a week now, and I'm still debating on if I want to go see my father. I want to, but I just don't want him to be drunk when I go over there like the last time. He tends to act differently when he's drunk, not like abusive or anything like that, just mad goofy-like and I hate it. I pray I don't end up like him. I move out at the end of this month, which means I'll be living with my mother for a couple months which isn't going to be fun at all. I'm trying to hurry in finding a job, so she can hurry and move out, so I can live alone ^_^. I need to start moving stuff out, but I haven't been home for a week and I don't know when I'm going back this week. I need to go back soon cause I have to get a storage unit to put my desk n all my electronics and stuff in there since my mom's place is too small. Shit....how am I supposed to make music now? I really don't have anything else to blog about. For some odd reason I feel like I need a girlfriend now, but at the same time I feel that I wouldn't have time for her. One of my friends said I need a 'local' relationship, but how would I go about that exactly. "Hey ma check it, I'm 23, just moved back in with my moms, no job but I'm looking, I'm a nerd and I rap on the side. Whats good?" Yeaaaah that should be fun lol. I also realized that I do better with long distance relationships cause its not based on sex. I mean yeah theres talks of us doing it when we meet, but thats past my month mark isnt it? So its not all bad. Meh w/e I'm done go away and stop reading. On Monday, August 16, 2010 at 16.8.10 |
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